This time, I didn’t look at the floor and politely demure.
This time, I smiled and happily accepted an invitation to an actual party.
I’m still sort of in awe that I went to a party. I’m a 32 year old man and this was the first time I have ever enjoyed myself in a social gathering. Prior to using cannabis products, I had stopped going to any sort of social function. For years when I was younger, I would force myself to go be incredibly freaked out at a party because that’s what normal people did. What I didn’t realize until much later was that I had a crippling social anxiety. Well, I have anxiety in general but the social anxiety was what was causing me to isolate more and more over the years. I tried the meds and the therapy. I still am in talk therapy and am actually really getting something from it now that I’m also using marijuana. The holistic therapist that I started seeing was the one who suggested going to the local cannabis spot for help. She thought that sativa strains might be just the thing to help me understand and face my social anxiety a whole lot better. And she was absolutely correct. There is something just so immediately safe about sativa products for me. When I use these cannabis products, I instantly feel an uplift of calm that also comes with something I’ve never had. That would be confidence. It’s been remarkable. After just five months of holistic therapy and the sativa strains, it felt completely natural to accept an invitation to that party. Sure, I was a bit nervous but that’s where it ended. That party was so much fun and my face hurt the next day from smiling so much.
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