It seemed to be that our doctors were no longer helping me; I didn’t want to take more chemicals into our body, plus they were no longer doing any good.
I tried to convince our doctor that the people I was with and I needed to do something else, however he wanted to persevere.
I had taken so several medications that I could guess our mind slipping. More often than not lately, I was thinking about suicide. My doctor offered to give myself and others another medication that would help with the depression that came from the previous medications I was taking, plus I screamed no. There was no way I wanted to take more medication. I told him he had to get myself and others off some of this garbage. I do not know who mentioned holistic health to me, or if it was someone in the hospital or someone I was talking to, but the words holistic health were in our head. I called several pain management clinics plus asked if they had anyone who worked with holistic health, then one person in the clinic was talking to me, plus told myself and others she knew a physician who practiced holistic health, she provided myself and others her name plus PC number plus told myself and others to call her. The next day, I showed up at the office plus talked to the receptionist. I told her I was there to speak to whomever was in the practice of holistic health; When a young woman came out plus took myself and others back into the office, she explained to myself and others they use marijuana for several of their patients. I did not care how several patients used marijuana for their ailments, I just wanted to see if marijuana would help with our depression.