It seemed to be that my doctors were no longer helping me, however i didn’t want to take more chemicals into my body, as well as they were no longer doing any good.
I tried to convince my doctor that both of us needed to do something else, although he wanted to persevere.
I had taken so various medications that I could feel my mind slipping, but more often than not lately, I was thinking about suicide. My doctor provided to give me another medication that would help with the depression that came from the previous medications I was taking, as well as I screamed no, but there was no way I wanted to take more medication. I told him he had to get me off some of this garbage. I don’t think who mentioned holistic health to me, or if it was someone in the hospital or someone I was talking to, however the words holistic health were in my head. I called various pain management clinics as well as asked if they had anyone who worked with holistic health; One person in the clinic was talking to me, as well as told me she knew a physician who practiced holistic health, then she gave me her name as well as cellphone number as well as told me to call her. The next afternoon, I showed up at the office as well as talked to the receptionist. I told her I was there to speak to whomever was in the practice of holistic health. When a young person came out as well as took me back into the office, she explained to me they use marijuana for various of their patients. I didn’t care how various patients used marijuana for their ailments, I just wanted to see if marijuana would help with my depression.